Once you figure out the official term of what you have...Spydieholic...let me know so I know what it is that I have. I always keep at least one Spydie next to my bed and play with it as I read at night. Some times I even flick it in the dark until the old lady starts whining. Or, I'll reach over and shave some hair off of her arm...she really doesn't much like that....
Far better is it to dare mighty things, to win glorious triumphs, even though checkered by failure... than to rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy nor suffer much, because they live in a gray twilight that knows not victory nor defeat.
Theodore Roosevelt