Until I found and entered the EDC rabbit hole some 5-6 years ago, I was a pretty frugal dude (for the times we live in), so even if things went a little out of hand in the beginning, I was fortunate enough to have a buffer that outlasted my exploration phase.
So while I haven’t even been close to your financial situation, I can relate to anyone struggling with health issues. While I’m generally very fit and healthy, I have a chronic diagnosis that can be quite crippling at times. And so I totally relate to the value of hobbies and being part of a positive community to get through hard times.
It may seem strange, but I seem to prefer anonymous forums for online community interactions. Maybe because I’m able to leave my issues behind for a while and just be me. Weirdly, I also find the few (anonymous) forums I take part in, to be friendlier and more knowledgeable than Facebook groups etc.
Glad you made it through the hard times and still enjoy your knife hobby!